Birthday wish list 2012

Actually all I asked for is good health... Been ill for three months already and it still comes and goes occassionally. Pray hard that my reflux can go away and the lump sensation to disappear too. Besides that here are some of the material goods that can bring a smile to my face :)

1. A pair of nike sports shoes ( most prob bugging sisters for it. They are so rich okay! haha)
2. One set of La Senza Lingerie (I have been longing to have this expensive lingerie for so long! Heard that they haf ongoing promotions)
3. A black bag that fits A4 and suitable for work next time
4. Cecelia Ahern's books (The book about this woman losing all her things to a place. Can grab it from    HMV!)
5. Laneige's facial products

Alright that's all for now... otherwise the wishlist goes on and on.... make a sick person happy okay? haha.. How thick skinned can I be?
 

Men are no Supermen

Singapore men place too high expectations on themselves when it comes to sexual intercourse. Majority of the men surveyed by Men's Health reported that they expect to last 20 to 30 minutes during sexual intercourse. That is no easy feat! In fact, it is almost impossible to achieve. Accordingly, the normal course of sexual intercourse only lasts for 5 to 6 minutes on average, a great deviation from the ideal. This explains why they feel pressured and stressed when they cannot keep up with the time and this in turn affects their sexual performance. The moral of the story? Women should talk to their partners about their unrealistic expectations and the actual duration actually does not matter. It's the quality time spent that counts.

I must admit that I am one of those who mistakenly believe that they can last that long in bed. Haha... Blame it on the wrong protrayal of those supermen in magazines and websites. So women, be more understanding towards yr men!

  

One Spoilt Printer

I have officially destroyed my printer! Argh... and it was unintentional.... merely just lifted the cover up to photocopy my documents and I heard this *piak* sound and the cover became dislodged. Thankfully, it is still able to work for the moment, while I put two heavy books on top of it to prevent it from popping up...My 3 year old printer is dying soon :( Luckily at the right time of the year where there are fairs all around... No more lexmark this time round. It is such a chore to get the ink cartridge!
Oh wells, time to head down  to the it fair to grab some good bargains.  

二月二十九日

老爸！四年一次的生日又到了！祝您生日快乐，身体健康，事事顺利。虽然今年没有蛋糕，但是这不意味着我们不重视您的生日，只不过，蛋糕太甜了，而医生也嘱咐着要吃写清淡的食物。所以 希望您喜欢我特地为您买了少糖韩国糕点，是极品哦！

Hair for Hope 2012

Been so tempted to shave my head for a charitable cause! Those hair would be woven into wigs for cancer patients... and it serves to motivate them too! And I think i need my hair to regrow! But I am not so gung ho huh.. haha.. hope I wont back out during the last min. And the date is 29 July, if it's after my convocation then it's good, if not next year then :) Not sure if my sisters are keen on this, but i know my cousin is definitely not, her hair is her prized possession and she takes years to grow them. Unlike mine, I always keep it short cuz the weather is hot. The registration is in march... How now brown cow? Dilemma...   

Thanks

Thanks to everyone who have given me support for the past few days, family and friends. It feels great to know that everyone cares and that you arent alone. The pain in my abdomen has subsided slightly... and I hope the cyst can disappear by next week! Have to be extremely careful not to let it burst, otherwise the consequences would be dire. Need to avoid all forms of activities, which means no jogging, pilates etc. Recently I began to practise pilates again... has the zen feeling. Feels more at ease. whether is it effective or is it just psychological, I would not really now. As long as it's beneficial then it's good.

Been more at ease, taking things in my stride. Now I know why those who are ill treasure each day wholeheartedly. I did some charity work today. Have to do more good deeds from now on, and refrain from speaking ill of others. Perhaps I am getting all the karma.... Doing all the best that I could now. Diet wise, still the same: soup, vege, fish, apples. Should be getting the relevant vitamins. Keeping a positive mind is the most important thing now. I will DEFINITELY GET WELL! Current weight: 55.5kg.... Quite happy with it, but I hope it stays stagnant. Dun fluctuate! Made a few purchases at H n M today to make myself happy. Retail therapy works for me, but effects are short-lived. haha.. When I was on my way back home, I received a call from the clinic, telling me that my blood test results for CA 125 are out and I had to call back a while later. The half an hour wait was indeed a torturous one.... staring at my new clothes didnt make me happy. Mother and Father was jumpy and edgy. Finally mom suggested watching the tv, which was a good move, a slight distraction. Finally I called back, and I am happy to announce that I am ALL CLEAR! But still must take medicine and pray that no surgery is required. I'll be very good these days. Love everyone who has been around all this while. Thanks again! Esp to yingjia n yong xiang with their totally lame jokes.             

I think I need retail therapy to cheer myself up :( Time to go h n m! No point pondering over this and ruining my days.

A trying period

Thanks to all for their well wishes... This period is sure a low point for me. Been diagnosed with a left ovarian cyst. Not sure if it's benign or malignant. Currently on medication now to reduce the size, otherwise surgery would be the option. Since the cyst is pretty big, 5.8 x 7.08, i believe the scar should be quite big. Sigh. Not the right time to be vain now right? Pray hard that everything goes on smoothly such that surgery is not required. I am highly afraid to go under the knife, even under anaesthesia. Too much of a scaredy cat.
I have done whatever I can so far. Visited 2 Gps, 1 tcm, 1 more experienced GP (the current one), 1 medium, 2 temples and crying like mad for countless of times. Crying doesnt help much actually. It's just to relieve my frustrations. Now the more important thing is to stay positive and stop thinking too much. Even if I cant haf kids next time, I'll just adopt one instead... Must find a husband that doesnt want kids. hahha.
It's time to look for yingjia! Only she makes me laugh like mad amidst this trying period.       

Mentally drained

Amidst the series of unfortunate events that took place, I shall try my very best to stay positive. Keeping my fingers crossed till the results are out. Pray hard that daddy gets well soon. It's the fourth time that I saved him and it isnt something to boast about. It's mentally exhausting and stressful. It was so scary to see him unresponsive when u are yelling your hearts out. And when the honey water didnt work, it added on to my stress. The biggest blow was when the medics were here, yet they couldnt put him on drip as they couldnt locate his arteries. His blood sugar was a new low. 1.7. I am still in total shock.... i cant imagine what would happen if i wasnt around or failed to detect the symptoms. Yes. I am still very very scared. Please dun let there be another repeat of this episode again. I have learnt to become calm in such situations, but they are still very much unpleasant to me. Shall visit daddy daily... he dotes on me the most. And perhaps that's why I get these vibes when I sensed that sth is wrong with him. Pleasse be good daddy, dun make us all worry.