Mentally drained

Amidst the series of unfortunate events that took place, I shall try my very best to stay positive. Keeping my fingers crossed till the results are out. Pray hard that daddy gets well soon. It's the fourth time that I saved him and it isnt something to boast about. It's mentally exhausting and stressful. It was so scary to see him unresponsive when u are yelling your hearts out. And when the honey water didnt work, it added on to my stress. The biggest blow was when the medics were here, yet they couldnt put him on drip as they couldnt locate his arteries. His blood sugar was a new low. 1.7. I am still in total shock.... i cant imagine what would happen if i wasnt around or failed to detect the symptoms. Yes. I am still very very scared. Please dun let there be another repeat of this episode again. I have learnt to become calm in such situations, but they are still very much unpleasant to me. Shall visit daddy daily... he dotes on me the most. And perhaps that's why I get these vibes when I sensed that sth is wrong with him. Pleasse be good daddy, dun make us all worry.