Thanks

Thanks to everyone who have given me support for the past few days, family and friends. It feels great to know that everyone cares and that you arent alone. The pain in my abdomen has subsided slightly... and I hope the cyst can disappear by next week! Have to be extremely careful not to let it burst, otherwise the consequences would be dire. Need to avoid all forms of activities, which means no jogging, pilates etc. Recently I began to practise pilates again... has the zen feeling. Feels more at ease. whether is it effective or is it just psychological, I would not really now. As long as it's beneficial then it's good.

Been more at ease, taking things in my stride. Now I know why those who are ill treasure each day wholeheartedly. I did some charity work today. Have to do more good deeds from now on, and refrain from speaking ill of others. Perhaps I am getting all the karma.... Doing all the best that I could now. Diet wise, still the same: soup, vege, fish, apples. Should be getting the relevant vitamins. Keeping a positive mind is the most important thing now. I will DEFINITELY GET WELL! Current weight: 55.5kg.... Quite happy with it, but I hope it stays stagnant. Dun fluctuate! Made a few purchases at H n M today to make myself happy. Retail therapy works for me, but effects are short-lived. haha.. When I was on my way back home, I received a call from the clinic, telling me that my blood test results for CA 125 are out and I had to call back a while later. The half an hour wait was indeed a torturous one.... staring at my new clothes didnt make me happy. Mother and Father was jumpy and edgy. Finally mom suggested watching the tv, which was a good move, a slight distraction. Finally I called back, and I am happy to announce that I am ALL CLEAR! But still must take medicine and pray that no surgery is required. I'll be very good these days. Love everyone who has been around all this while. Thanks again! Esp to yingjia n yong xiang with their totally lame jokes.