Dreams and Reality

I am a person who dreams a lot... Which probably explains why I still feel lethargic despite having eight hours of sleep. This morning I was jostled awake by a nightmare. Thinking back, it isn't exactly a nightmare, perhaps just a sad one. So the characters of my dream today are myself, breadman, his mom, my fren weiling and her parents. I still find it strange to dream of weiling, since I haven't heard from her for years... She is currently in her last semester at NTU. So my dream is something like that: somehow my fren and her parents were meeting breadman's mom. It was just like a meetup between the in laws. My fren was dressed to the nines, wearing contact lenses n a knee length dress. It's strange because this fren of mine can't wear contact lenses... Her eye degree is a few thousand. And she has a lazy eye... In reality, I have only seen her once or twice without spectacles and she told me her optician advised against it. So all of them were happily conversing with each other..all smiles. His mom was continuously singing praises of weiling... Touching her hand as she praised her of what smooth skin she has, how compatible both of them look together. She is of a petite size, so of course she looks aesthetically pleasing when standing next to him. So where was I all this while? I was in front of them, but hidden from their view, listening to them intently, while pique with jealousy. The strange thing was, I dun quite remember seeing breadman in the dream. It seemed like an arranged meetup that the in laws to be planned. According to freudian's theory, it seems like my subconscious is acting up and those are my suppressed impulses and urges... Well, usually I dun quite agree with his theory, but this time I might! It may seem ironic, but I have never once thought of losing him forever. Plus, I am a selfish individual. If I can't have him, no one else can.